As Trodai explained and Azar listened, he wasn't sure what the other man was thinking. Only knowing that he was listening as he looked out to the setting sun. The massage was helping with them both relax as he continued to expose his difficult history. Why he had to leave Korriban and why he came back. Making himself vulnerable. Trodai would tell it as it was, he had no need or desire to lie.
It was at the apex of his words that he saw Azar turn. As the final words came out, and then their eyes met. Trodai at first wasn't sure what to say...it was true he was. His feelings told him as much, his instincts screaming out to say it. But the words themselves at first refused to admit it. Until after looking, he could not lie. Seeing into the ambers of Azar. Into his eyes. It was not his way, not to those he cared for or considered more. No matter the consequences it was the truth.
He spoke equally quietly.
"Azar I..." he hesitated at first before coming out with it. He could not deny what he felt "I wasn't sure at first, given everything we discussed. But now I am." Trodai continued "Azar, after spending so much time with you, getting to know the real you. The jokes, laughing and everything inbetween. The more I got to know you, the greater my feelings have grown."
He let the words sink in as he considered everything, and what he felt "Even in our more serious moments like now. I cannot deny what I feel. And continue to feel. The heart does as it does. Likes who it likes. Loves who...it loves." he said , solemnly, calmly.
"And so, yes I admit...I am in love with you. Truthfully. But I know it is not without some complications. Or trials. But I desire you for who you are. All of you, no matter how difficult you can be. Or it will be. I accept whatever route you may choose to take from here. But know, I would die for you regardless. You are a fire that has spread and taken hold. I just hope in some way you feel for me as much as I do of you."
He gave a audible sigh, relieved at having said it. After confirming to himself what he felt was real. After knowing Azar, for the real Azar.
Trodai slowly inquired, after time was given to process it, quietly still "So...what is to happen now."
THEME
@Sreeya
It was at the apex of his words that he saw Azar turn. As the final words came out, and then their eyes met. Trodai at first wasn't sure what to say...it was true he was. His feelings told him as much, his instincts screaming out to say it. But the words themselves at first refused to admit it. Until after looking, he could not lie. Seeing into the ambers of Azar. Into his eyes. It was not his way, not to those he cared for or considered more. No matter the consequences it was the truth.
He spoke equally quietly.
"Azar I..." he hesitated at first before coming out with it. He could not deny what he felt "I wasn't sure at first, given everything we discussed. But now I am." Trodai continued "Azar, after spending so much time with you, getting to know the real you. The jokes, laughing and everything inbetween. The more I got to know you, the greater my feelings have grown."
He let the words sink in as he considered everything, and what he felt "Even in our more serious moments like now. I cannot deny what I feel. And continue to feel. The heart does as it does. Likes who it likes. Loves who...it loves." he said , solemnly, calmly.
"And so, yes I admit...I am in love with you. Truthfully. But I know it is not without some complications. Or trials. But I desire you for who you are. All of you, no matter how difficult you can be. Or it will be. I accept whatever route you may choose to take from here. But know, I would die for you regardless. You are a fire that has spread and taken hold. I just hope in some way you feel for me as much as I do of you."
He gave a audible sigh, relieved at having said it. After confirming to himself what he felt was real. After knowing Azar, for the real Azar.
Trodai slowly inquired, after time was given to process it, quietly still "So...what is to happen now."
THEME
@Sreeya
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