Arda Breaux
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- Joined
- Dec 15, 2018
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Medical Cruiser, Outer Rim
Perhaps going out the evening before was still too much, Arda was certainly much sorer than when she had returned from Korriban. The nurses were also not pleased to hear the news of what happened and the doctor ordered additional bed rest in order to give time for her wounds to heal as well as the new bruises she had obtained from the bar fight. She laid quietly on the bed, back in the itchy white medical robes, her right ear rested against the pillow leaving the room in complete silence as her eyes traced the purple flowers she painted on the wall.
She didn't like resting, it left her time to think and sometimes her thoughts, the painful ones mostly would return with full force, reminding her quickly of the pain she endured in the past few weeks. She hated it and wanted to forget, but Arda had the feeling that was not going to happen. Even more, were the thoughts of her Jedi training, she felt like the months she had spent with Aurora were wasted and it was hard to know what was truth and what could have been lies from the woman who cowardly left her behind.
Closing her eyes, she inhaled deeply, trying to calm the more invasive thoughts that left her body tense and in turn made everything hurt even more. She remembered her mother once telling her she should allow herself to feel the pain after the death of her younger siblings, but that pain felt different from what she felt now and she was unsure why that was or how soon things would start to feel as they once were.
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