All of my condolences and prayers go out to you and your family. I am so sorry. If you need anything, you know who to message. All of us love you and we're not going anywhere.
Do what you need to do, man. I'm sorry. I don't have much to offer, only what little words of comfort I could find.
The journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path, one that we all must take. The grey rain-curtain of this world rolls back, and all turns to silver glass, and then you see it. White shores standing as gates, and beyond, a far green country under a swift sunrise. I've sent my prayers, and I know you are strong enough to see this through. Good luck, until we talk again.
I'm not active on SWRP anymore and I chanced upon this news while clearing out notifications on Discord, but I wanted to send my most sincere condolences and best wishes that you're able to overcome a difficult time.
That's got to be one of the hardest things to go through. I don't really know what to say. Take all the time you need, and my deepest condolences for you.