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Open to anyone who has a reason for being on Jedha
He had to get away. Why had he even come to this place? Did he want to get tangled up in some rebellion, especially one that was so going up against an enemy much more powerful than they were? He had made it as far as a town away from the Alliance base but not any further. Something held him back, made him hesitate. He could feel himself drifting between two lives both of them not palatable in their own ways.
There had been apart of him that always wanted to be a hero, it was a character flaw of his that he never seemed able to shake. It was laughable that he had thought he could be a "good guy". Even though he had a nicer ship, lived in a better apartment, he was still that thug that he had been when he was growing up on Nar Shadda. He had a chance to help these people. He had learned the differences between the Jedi and the Sith, the differences that had made Cait the monster who had attacked him and left him for dead. They were deserving of any help anyone could offer them, their cause as noble as one can be in the Galaxy and yet he found himself on the verge of leaving the dusty world behind.
He tapped idly on the glass sitting in front of him as he let his mind drift. He had been in thousands of Cantina's but this one felt unnervingly empty. There was one other man, passed out at the bar, the bartender droid cleaning off the bar around the drooling man. Even though he knew he wasn't, it felt like he was sitting at the edge of the Galaxy, his feet dangling over the edge.
He let out a breath before lifting the mostly clean glass to his mouth and pouring some of the glass' contents into his mouth. It wasn't good whiskey, but that somehow felt right to Gil.