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The Quasar Burner dropped through the atmosphere without any problems. It landed near one of the several coastlines Lamaredd was known for and rested in place for several minutes before the bay door hissed quickly and began to drop. Standing in the center of the bay doors, waiting for it to drop, was Dartel; knight of the Jedi Order. He was here in search of one of the masters within the Order. He had been back from his exile and fell right into the swing of things, but now that those things were smoothing out, he needed to take some time to deal with the personal things he couldn’t talk to padawans about. Things he needed counseling on. He heard of a master who spent most of their time on this planet, and he could see why, it was gorgeous. It would have been easier to stay in exile on a planet similar to this instead of wondering the void of space; it would have also taken less out of his soul, but Dartel pushed that thought aside for the time being.
As he descended the ramp he pulled his cloak around him, gathering most of the slack into the hood and pulling it up over his horned head and covering the heavy scar along his left eye. It had been years, one would think that they wouldn’t be as self-conscious as he was with an old scar. It was what it was, and Dartel pressed his presence deep into the force except to the one person whom he wanted counsel with; Master Gil. He pressed his mind out and followed the force down through some of the shoreline.
After almost ten minutes of walking, the force guided Dartel up away from the shoreline and it slowly began to turn into a calming meadow with sparse trees dotting the meadow. It looked like it might have been a battlefield at one point, but the land had reclaimed it. Several deep scores in the earth had been reclaimed by moss and grass. Large boulders rested, half covered in moss, all throughout the meadow; some having cut into the earth and resting in a bed of upturned earth. The battlefield, although apparently fierce in its time was now oddly calming. The force confirmed that this was the spot by dropping down into Dartel’s gut.
Not knowing how long it would take for their paths to cross, Dartel decided that as he waited he would meditate on some of the things he needed to discuss; maybe not everything, but the easier ones for sure. He slumped down and sat cross-legged after leaping up onto a medium sized boulder in a more central position in the meadow to make sure he wouldn’t be missed.
Slowly he allowed his mind to creep through the force and then eventually opened it up to his mind and allowed some of his thoughts to linger. They varied from topic to topic, but Dartel knew that certain ones would visit him more if he did this for long, and those thoughts were not things he wished to allow residence in his mind. No matter how happy they used to make him, now, they only brought him pain.
As much as he tried to keep her out, Quinn made herself center of his thoughts. It was clear that even the force was now telling him that he had waited too long to deal with this issue. First, he allowed him to absorb the awareness of his actions by focusing through the force on the topic itself, not the thoughts, but the issue as a whole. He could feel his presence and how it almost felt as if it were decaying on some of the edges of his mind. Dartel shook his head with a solemn grimace before heading into the central feeling of the issue; he missed her, he loved her, he wanted her and she was gone.
Dartel felt the pang of guilt, anger and extreme frustration run through his veins as if they were what kept him alive and blood was nothing more than an infection. He twisted the thought around until he was able to feel it solidify in his mind’s eye. He harnessed it and used it as a focuser as he reached out and gripped some of the varying boulders and fallen tries laying around and lifted them into the air. He allowed the strain on his mind calm his heart and its pain. He knew that what he was doing wasn’t what a Jedi typically would do, but he couldn’t see any other way. That was why he was here seeking answers on Lamaredd. He hoped that by doing this he didn’t slip too far off. He also wished this master would hurry so he could have something to distract him from the pain that was now ever present in his mind and heart.