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[Saul]

I wrote this nice long thing where I poured out a heartfelt explanation for my absence, apologies for the people who had invested something/anything into me before I ghosted the forum, fk it. I deleted it.

Here's the TLDR: I was suicidal, for months, to varying degrees. It's scary to get help from people because you're afraid to tell them. People tell you that your fears are irrational. They're wrong, you get the exact reactions you expect from the people you need to be there for you the most. Then you pull yourself out of that black hole you're in and figure out how to get shit right by yourself.

Still fkin here, and I'm just gonna do things for fun.

 

[Outlander]

Glad to see you're OK, and i'm looking forward to you Rping again :D

 

[Nor'baal]

Great to have you back :)

 

[Eccles]

Oi good to have you back!

If you're planning on keeping Arkon Rall do hit my up in PM!

 

[Cheshire]

Oh hai friend! Welcome back and I am glad you are in a better place now!

 

[Saul]

Thanks guys. Feel free to hit me up in PM and catch me up on things. I understand rules for character making have been relaxed, but I still don't know what factions have what level of active membership and the like.

Oi good to have you back!

If you're planning on keeping Arkon Rall do hit my up in PM!

Hm, I might be able to keep Arkon, I'll let you know after a good, hard think.

Oh hai friend! Welcome back and I am glad you are in a better place now!

I've put off making my life about me for too long. But I have ideas for where I want it to go.

 

[Sreeya]

Welcome back!

 

[Green Ranger]

In all seriousness, sounds like things are getting better for you after an extremely low point, and I'm genuinely glad to hear that it's behind you. Depression is a bitch, so I'm really happy to hear that you're doing well.

 

[Padmé]

And my official welcome back,