Trael hadn't heard or reached out to Azar since the party. It seemed they were both avoiding each other and Trael was conflicted on this. He wanted to avoid hurting Azar more, yet he couldn't get rid of the pang in his chest when he imagined never seeing him again. Reconciliation was likely an impossibility, one Trael was trying to accept. His mind understood why, but his heart refused to relent the slivers of hope it held.
Today he was in the ballroom. He sat on the edge of the fountain, looking out over the floor. The memories of the night everything change played in his head. How differently things could've played out, how they should've. If only he hadn't been so selfish. He sat there silently playing the night differently in his head. How it could've changed if he never went and had Trodai killed, if he had put Azar's feelings above his own.
He was completely enthralled in playing through the what ifs of the night. He allowed himself to fully escape reality, one that he never wanted or expected to experience. His mind looping the dance he had desired so much, the first he had gotten with Azar, and now it seemed the last. All he wanted was Azar, not the Sith Lord, not the King, and now the one he wanted most was the one he lost.
@Fine Dining Set
Today he was in the ballroom. He sat on the edge of the fountain, looking out over the floor. The memories of the night everything change played in his head. How differently things could've played out, how they should've. If only he hadn't been so selfish. He sat there silently playing the night differently in his head. How it could've changed if he never went and had Trodai killed, if he had put Azar's feelings above his own.
He was completely enthralled in playing through the what ifs of the night. He allowed himself to fully escape reality, one that he never wanted or expected to experience. His mind looping the dance he had desired so much, the first he had gotten with Azar, and now it seemed the last. All he wanted was Azar, not the Sith Lord, not the King, and now the one he wanted most was the one he lost.
@Fine Dining Set