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Well, I guess this is where I write about my adventures. So whoever gets this after I am dead, I hope they can enjoy my writings.
So, my story starts mainly with my brother James. He was nine at the time I was born and he took care of me for a few months after my parents died until Master Thomas showed up at our doorstep, practically adopting us into his own care. After a few years of living with him, wee were trained to be Jedi. My brother was one of the best in his class, including me when I was old enough to start my training. It had always seemed that whatever Master Thomas sent our way, we came back ten fold. He started fearing for our lives scared that we were advancing too far ahead of our true level. The main truth was that he and I were so focused and we were fast learners, so we learned to take on the ability of improvising the move our master gave us into something more complicated and sort of better than the move he sent us.
As the years went by, James and I grew better and better with our powers and by the time I reached the age of Ten, I was knighted, being the youngest in my class to ever be knighted. But my master was so sure of my progress of training he went through with it and agreed with the head masters that I had progressed very very well on my training and decided that he had no other choice than to knight me because of the level I was already at. Even though I begged him not to knight me at such a young age, he wouldn't take my objections and went ahead on planning the ceremony out no matter what I said.
And of course my brother. He was jealous as an Ewok who's sibling got more than he did. That night, my brother and I had a long discussion with each other, me seeming more like an older sister rather than him being more of the older brother hes supposed to be. That night, I said a few things I wish I never would have said. It all started when he pulled me into our room and just stared at me. All I would like to relay was that, he was ticked off that I was getting the gold status when he was still a padawan and older than me. The same night, his eyes were much darker than I had ever remembered them being. I remember it scared me, but I had to make no reaction, because lord only knows what storm would have set off if I questioned him about it. I have a feeling that he had been seeing someone he wasn't supposed to, because his lightsaber was much different than his other one.
We bickered back and forth, me trying to get to him, that it was what it was and there was nothing they could both do to prevent it all. I explained that I tried talking sense into Master Thomas, but he didn't care. He was too consumed by anger, and fear. At that point he and I gave up, ending on a few words that should have never been said before we went to bed, so we would have energy for the next day when my ceremony was taking place.
The next day was no better. His eyes had gotten even darker and I gave him contacts to put in to hide the color. He objected until I pushed him in front of a mirror and then he saw exactly that I was right. Later on that evening, the ceremony was held in a special part of the Temple where everyone gathered, Jedi knight, apprentice, youngling, padawan, master, everyone. I was honestly so surprised on how many people had been there that night, and I will never forget it. Or the feeling that I had when standing in front of everyone. My brother was forced to stand next to me as tradition for siblings or family members to do and all I sensed from him was coldness, darkness, anger and fear. I looked over to him as we faked smiles and I noticed his eyes had gone back to normal. I had only known this because I could tell when someone had contacts in.
After my knighting ceremony, I went to go find my brother where some others had suggested where they thought he was going, only to find he was nowhere in the Temple. I had only wished for him to be back after that and I never stopped my search for him after ten years.
((Ok, guys, this is the first part of her journal. This whole thread is where I'll be posting on her and everything else, so please if you want to comment about the journal, please feel free to PM me or leave a comment on my profile and I'll gladly answer anything you have to say))
So, my story starts mainly with my brother James. He was nine at the time I was born and he took care of me for a few months after my parents died until Master Thomas showed up at our doorstep, practically adopting us into his own care. After a few years of living with him, wee were trained to be Jedi. My brother was one of the best in his class, including me when I was old enough to start my training. It had always seemed that whatever Master Thomas sent our way, we came back ten fold. He started fearing for our lives scared that we were advancing too far ahead of our true level. The main truth was that he and I were so focused and we were fast learners, so we learned to take on the ability of improvising the move our master gave us into something more complicated and sort of better than the move he sent us.
As the years went by, James and I grew better and better with our powers and by the time I reached the age of Ten, I was knighted, being the youngest in my class to ever be knighted. But my master was so sure of my progress of training he went through with it and agreed with the head masters that I had progressed very very well on my training and decided that he had no other choice than to knight me because of the level I was already at. Even though I begged him not to knight me at such a young age, he wouldn't take my objections and went ahead on planning the ceremony out no matter what I said.
And of course my brother. He was jealous as an Ewok who's sibling got more than he did. That night, my brother and I had a long discussion with each other, me seeming more like an older sister rather than him being more of the older brother hes supposed to be. That night, I said a few things I wish I never would have said. It all started when he pulled me into our room and just stared at me. All I would like to relay was that, he was ticked off that I was getting the gold status when he was still a padawan and older than me. The same night, his eyes were much darker than I had ever remembered them being. I remember it scared me, but I had to make no reaction, because lord only knows what storm would have set off if I questioned him about it. I have a feeling that he had been seeing someone he wasn't supposed to, because his lightsaber was much different than his other one.
We bickered back and forth, me trying to get to him, that it was what it was and there was nothing they could both do to prevent it all. I explained that I tried talking sense into Master Thomas, but he didn't care. He was too consumed by anger, and fear. At that point he and I gave up, ending on a few words that should have never been said before we went to bed, so we would have energy for the next day when my ceremony was taking place.
The next day was no better. His eyes had gotten even darker and I gave him contacts to put in to hide the color. He objected until I pushed him in front of a mirror and then he saw exactly that I was right. Later on that evening, the ceremony was held in a special part of the Temple where everyone gathered, Jedi knight, apprentice, youngling, padawan, master, everyone. I was honestly so surprised on how many people had been there that night, and I will never forget it. Or the feeling that I had when standing in front of everyone. My brother was forced to stand next to me as tradition for siblings or family members to do and all I sensed from him was coldness, darkness, anger and fear. I looked over to him as we faked smiles and I noticed his eyes had gone back to normal. I had only known this because I could tell when someone had contacts in.
After my knighting ceremony, I went to go find my brother where some others had suggested where they thought he was going, only to find he was nowhere in the Temple. I had only wished for him to be back after that and I never stopped my search for him after ten years.
((Ok, guys, this is the first part of her journal. This whole thread is where I'll be posting on her and everything else, so please if you want to comment about the journal, please feel free to PM me or leave a comment on my profile and I'll gladly answer anything you have to say))