I did get over it for a while but... stuff happened and things are how they are. ^^ Being a Leo/Monkey isn't very helpful either, since the Chinese Zodiac sign really does sum up how I am, eerily enough.
Leeching off my brother's family, atm. And my laptop is a hunk of useless metal currently so I'm using my nephew's. Point eez, I need to move out and find somewhere else to get a job and shtuff.