The clown

[Count Sam]

"My name is Abraxis Keel, and I am just a normal sad guy who hides behind the tears of a clown"

My story started thirty years ago in the slums of Coruscant where the poor and criminals lived. I was born into a poor family, and well I was the youngest kid in the family. However I was the most talented indeed. Since the day I was born I had the ability to bring joy to others. However this talented was nothing to the other weird talent I had. But well let's not rush things up, or else you might get confused, ok so I was born with black hair, green eyes, and white skin. I was liked by my parents, and brothers. However their love was not enough to protect me from the criminals who lived on this forsaken part of this forsaken planet.

Yeah I had suffered a lot for five years. But finally a guy wearing weird robe came, and told my parents about my talent in the force, and well when they heard that I was forces sensitive they got sad, and happy at the same time. They were sad because they were not going to see me again, however they were happy because I was finally going to get a good live, and help the republic. So the Jedi took me by the hand, and finally freed me from this nightmare that was known as the lower part of Coruscant.

I never really did learn the Jedi's name, but he was probably a middle aged human, or at least he looked like a human to me. Oh did I forget to mention that I am human? Well that does not matter anyway. So I finally arrived at the Jedi temple, and started my training a long with the other younglings. I was a fast learner and a talented one, Even though I was not powerful, and that was due to my short length, and light weight. But I was pretty agile, smart, and wise for my age. I developed so fast, but I had problems with controlling my emotions.

It did not take so long until I was finally promoted into the rank of a padwan, and was appointed to a Twilek master. He treated me good, and was like a father to me. However on one day while we were training I lost control over my emotions, and accidentally killed him with a training blade. Yeah I killed my master with my own hand. And that is when every thing turned bad again. The Jedi order forgave me, and they event tried to help me in overcoming my sadness, and feeling of guilt. But I could not handle staying in the temple anymore. The temple to me at this time was like the lower parts of Coruscant.

So, I finally left the Jedi order, throwing my robes, and lightsaber behind. I went back to the lower parts of Coruscant. And well this was the worst decision I ever took in my life. Yeah, my parents, and brothers were murdered. They were killed by a group of criminals. They were killed by a coward, a drunken cold blooded killer who was just bored, and wanted to have some fun. I thought that my life was over, and hopeless. Everything I churched deeply was now gone, and I had nothing left but sadness, and hate. I even started to take drugs.


But well my life was not over yet. That was a given fact, and well I decided to do something else in life. I made a decision to try, and make everyone around me happy. I colored my face as a clown, and started my new career. I worked in the every street in Coruscant as I started to draw a smile upon the faces of adults, and children from different races a like. Finally I was able to let the others feel what I could not. But oh well that was not the end of the story. I still had to suffer more, and more.

Well yeah I suffered more I decided to join small traveling carnivals that used to do shows in the outer Rim. Yeah believe it. I worked in the outer Rim in front of those Sluggish creatures who tried to take me as a slave since they liked my skills at letting other objects disappear. Imagine? These stupid creatures thought I would be able to make Jedi disappear as well. However I was gladly able to escape away, but that did not go for my mates who died.

I once again was going to loose hope in life until I hear about the Rosen family carnival. So I headed to the place where the carnival was located hoping that I would finally be able to get a better life.


Submitting to Darkness.

Coming soon.