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Veles went searching for bedding as well, and settled for a mat identically to Malou's. He stepped out of the hut he'd gone into and into the temperate night and for a moment, he felt at peace as he looked around.

The embers of the fire still burning enough to light the area around them up to the near treeline, shining on the features of the foliage, and the night was silent except for the croaking of frogs and the occasional hiss or howl. The sky was a massive splash of stars, planets, comets and asteroids, clearer here than in most civilized planets. The thought that Malou and he were perhaps the only people on the world was quite pleasant. Here they were on a world with no sentient life-forms, no expectations from others, no mind games or political strife. There was no suffering, save for the natural terror of prey animals as the circle of life went on for eternity, and as Veles sat down, he thought about all of this.

"What motivates me?" he echoed, the question snapping him out of his thoughts. He took a moment to reply. "My family, I suppose. My parents are the only ones still alive, but still I'm motivated by them and by their parents and so forth, because they spent generations braving the elements of a planet that so clearly despised their presence until they were able to live a somewhat peaceful life, and all of it so that one day one of their children would leave and become a part of the Empire just as my ancestors did." It sounded so cliche that he considered the question even more, and came up with a more personal answer.

"But above all, I'm motivated by the desire to live life the way I want it, to never feel powerless in front of anyone and to always be the master of my own future." It was interesting how that desire had lead him down some strange paths, some perhaps even unspeakably dark, but such was the way of the Sith. He had been fated to live in the darkness before he was even born, and he had never given much thought to what things would have been like if it hadn't been that way. Veles supposed that in a parallel universe, he was a Jedi, temperate and warm, dedicating himself to the light and to altruism. He'd consider that version of him an absolute imbecile if they met, but knew that the circumstances of one's birth are what ultimately send them down the road they go down.

"What about you?"

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His family. He was motivated by his family, but in a way that was so drastically different than hers that she felt a strange pang of jealousy drop heavy in her throat. His parents, and his parents' parents, had worked so that he could have the chance he had taken to be where he is today. Her parents—well, her parent—tried for so long to suppress her Sight and her gift with the Force. Though Malou wished she could've had that sort of support from her family, she accepted that her father's actions played a large role in what motivated her.

"I don't want to feel powerless either." One too many times had she felt powerless under another. Her father, that thing, the fear of being tossed out a window... she wanted none of it. She hated the way it made her feel when she couldn't do anything but struggle. "I want to become everything it is possible for me to be, or die trying." Today was a minor victory for her. Maybe it was even a major victory, surviving the illusion of the Cave. Minor or major, every step she took in the direction of strength and power was a step closer to her goal. The fire roared a bit louder as she spoke, reflective of the anger she felt when she recalled past events.

"I don't really want power in rank or fame, though. I just want—" What did she want? Malou knew, but she couldn't put it into words. She hated feeling scared, and being powerless made her scared. Being around those who might squash her like a bug at any second scared her.

"Once the Sith have a better foothold in the South, I'm gonna hit the Free Worlds where they aren't looking. I need to challenge myself."

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He listened to her talk, and nodded silently in understanding. So they had some things in common. Veles was not the type to look down on those ranked lower than him, so he was not appalled at the thought--in fact, he was kind of glad. It only made Malou grow in his eyes, and he had seen enough of the Champion at this point to know that no matter what happened in the Sith rat-race, she was a genuinely good person trying to navigate a Galaxy of chaos while also deeply hurt. He wanted the same, to become the best version of himself or to die, and perhaps that's how he'd interpreted the Sith mentality of rule of the strong that his parents had drilled into his head. Become better, make progress, or die in stagnation.

"Want to hear something funny? Me neither," he admitted. "I won't pretend like the feeling of power coursing through me or the satisfaction of discovering that someone from another corner of the Galaxy knows me by name isn't intoxicatingly pleasant--because it is. But at the end of the day, I did not seek out the path to becoming a Sith Lord just so that I could say it is what I am. I did it so that I may have the power and freedom to operate however I want, to push the Empire's interests forward in the ways that I want to rather than being a mindless drone in a sea of billions." He liked to think that his ancestors were smiling down on him every single day, and the thought kept him going.

He was pleased to hear that Malou was interested in extending the Southern borders, because it seemed as though damn near no one gave a womprat's ass about this corner of the Galaxy besides him. He'd taken Mustafar, and here he was trying to conquer Dagobah--and soon Utapau and others would come--but he found himself alone and secluded inside the walls of Fortress Vader, surrounded by Imperial agents and stormtroopers who would lay down their lives for his every whim--but he had no companionship. Humans were social creatures, and he'd been deprived of the most important function necessary for them to live.

"And I will be there right behind you," he promised in the dead of the night, a promise that the two of them would share. "Now that my period of meditation has come to an end, I, too, plan to lash out at the Free Worlds or the New Republic, because this is too good an opportunity to pass up. With their efforts concentrated on the North, I doubt they could muster up much of a defense." He blinked, and then chuckled.

"And here I am strategizing again. I swear I'm not an edgy wizard at the top of his castle mapping out battle plans for mass assaults all day. Did you know I can play the electric guitar?" She obviously didn't, but it was a rhetorical question. "I feel we get so caught up in the politics and the race for power that many of us become so consumed by projecting the image of something that they lose their sense of self and forget they, and others, are human. Being a Sith is about letting yourself feel emotions, but many restrict themselves to apathy and rage and nothing more."

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He didn't want power or fame either. Malou didn't think she would believe such a statement coming out of a Sith Lord's mouth, but when Veles admitted how he felt, she believed it anyway. Maybe it was the way he then went on to admit he liked the feeling of power and recognition while still retaining his point, or maybe it was the history of interactions between the two. Out of any Sith Lord she had met outside of her own master, Veles was the most personable. If you could get past the creepy exterior, that was.

In the way that I want, rather than being a mindless drone... Those words reverberated in her mind for seconds after he had moved on. It was such a good way of explaining himself, and she could immediately relate to it. Malou wanted that too. She didn't want money, fame, or power in rank, but she still wanted purpose. Artorgias had given her purpose for a while, but if she were to grow, she would need to find a new purpose in and from herself.

"And I will be there right behind you." Malou turned her face toward where he sat. A promise? Underneath the trees, the sky, the stars, the heavens—though it was said without monumental emphasis, it caught her off guard. There were no eyes to watch him, but he would know she was looking directly at him as he continued on. It was then that Malou decided she would trust Veles. Promises should not be made lightly, and he did not seem like the type to make light of them.

The woman stayed quiet for the rest of what he had to say and turned her face back to the fire a few moments after he moved on. Apathy, rage, and nothing more? He had some good takes tonight, huh? Maybe she should try to let herself feel a bit more emotion.

"I can play piano," Malou offered in response. "I used to try and play the songs I heard playing on the radio from memory." She was never the best at it, but she bet she could still play if she tried.

"What's it like being a Sith Lord?" More questions, yes, but they had plenty of time to kill. What else would they do, sit in silence?

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As he spoke, he looked above at the night sky, because there was no way to make eye contact with Malou. Hearing her shift to face him, he turned to look at her, and it surprised him that she had given him her undivided attention like never before.

"We find someone that can do drums and we can start a band," he joked.

"Being a Sith Lord--" he inhaled, "--is like growing up. You aren't very different and yet people stop treating you like a child and actually listening to what you have to say. In the Empire, though, it also puts you at a greater risk of being murdered by those who want to absorb your assets and wipe your influence out." He shrugged. "Though on a more internal level, you may or may not have become a different person, because dark side use tends to have varying effects on different people. Some lose their sense of self completely and succumb to animalistic urges. Others keep them in check but develop an edge of cruelty, and some remain normal people who happen to be very skilled at wielding the Force. Until calamity strikes and they crash and burn, of course."

It was bound to happen, because it was the destiny of every dark sider. The stronger you got, the risk increased that one day you will find yourself so different from the person you once were that you're unrecognizable. Eventually, the dark side consumes you and you either become one of the most powerful beings in the Galaxy or end up driven to madness--or dead. Veles did not like to think about what would happen to him as time went on, and he could already sometimes feel irrational spikes of anger or cruelty strike through him out of nowhere, but that was why he had taken the time to spend a few months meditating. Becoming a master of one's own emotions was difficult as a Sith, much more so than it was for the Jedi, but being able to find the right balance could ensure you remain human.

"Life was weird traversing the Galaxy with no formal Sith education," he noted. "Sure, my parents did their best to prepare me for the journey ahead, but nothing compares to having a Master to guide you through the void and to throw you into trials that they know would better you." So on that aspect, Malou had been lucky. Veles had winged it and managed to come out successful, but many who were much less determined tended to stagnate and eventually fizzle out, killed in some conflict or other.

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"Growing up..." Malou had done a lot of that in the past three years. From the moment Artorgias accepted her under his wing as his apprentice at fifteen, she had gone from no say in her life to finally be spoken to and treated with respect. Some people even feared her on allegiances alone. Though this had all felt so significant to her then, she was well aware that she was still viewed as expendable to most of the Sith. Just another champion. Perhaps Caelestis being on the council helped a bit, but not enough to afford her any privileges outside of Avillion's borders. Veles spoke of the respect that came with it, as well as the dangers. Her friends could become her enemies. The Dark Side might consume her and spit out a shell of the woman she was before. Risk versus reward, Malou thought as she rolled back her shoulders to straighten them further. Is the risk worth the reward? She didn't know yet, but one day she would have to choose.

"I never went to any of the academies," she admitted after Veles finished speaking. "My master is a very hands-on teacher. Nearly everything I have learned I have learned through doing." It was pretty similar to how she'd done her schooling as a child. The Serennian had been afforded the best private tutors available to her, and nearly all of her learning was done one-on-one with every resource available to her. That was a privilege as well, though Malou often wished she had been allowed to attend the schools on Serenno. Would she have more friends? Would she be better at making them? The same went for the Sith. If she had attended an academy, where would she be now?

Maybe one day she would teach her own apprentice the same way Artorgias had taught her. Champions could take on apprentices, but Malou felt far from ready to do that. She still felt like she was learning, and she figured she would feel that way until she could compare herself to her master. "I'm not an acolyte anymore, but I don't think I'll ever stop feeling like his apprentice until I can compare myself to him."

The fire was beginning to dim as the fuel it burned from slowly burnt away. She could still feel the heat of it on her face, but it became more and more bearable as the minutes passed by. Unbeknownst to her, the sky was beginning to lose its darkness as the sun prepared to light up the horizon.

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"Me too," he agreed. He hadn't had a proper schooling or a master to teach him, yet here he was. It was possible.

"It is why it's so common for apprentices to kill their masters," he said. "They no longer respect them and view them as a higher-up. They become equals, and equals among the Sith mean people who would kill you for power." It was a grim statement, but it was the reality.

He noticed the dimming fire and the first rays of sunlight poking across the horizon, and watched as the orb slowly ascended. Veles was about to point it out to Malou, but decided it would be a sensitive subject. Instead, he enjoyed the view alone, watching in wonder as the swamp slowly came to life. A bipedial primate-like creature suddenly hopped off a tree and into the middle of the square, stopping to stare at them incredulously for a brief moment before it took off into the treeline.

"Wow," he remarked. "It seems Dagobah will become a civilized world in a couple hundred million years." He wondered if the Galaxy would still be around by then, or if they would have already destroyed each other.

Soon, it was full-out daylight, and he rose from the prone position, stretching as he yawned. "It's day, so I think we can finally give finding the ship a try."

They walked into the treeline, Veles basing himself off feelings and what he could sense through the thick foliage of Force signatures large and small. He weaved around trees and under branches as he hopped from stone to stone, Malou likely right behind. They had just jumped into a small clearing when he heard a sound like a pistol went off, and looked up to the sky to see a bright red flare ascending from a space in front of them.

"Flare in the daytime," he declared, his voice deadpan. "Truly the cream of the crop in the Imperial navy."

They reached the ship to find that the pilot was still alive, even though the ship was covered in the deep claw marks of huge predators.

"My Lord! It is wonderful to see you! I holed up in here for the night and managed to make it through," he cried out. Evidently the man had thought the two had died.

"It is good to hear you're okay, Captain. Please take us home." He turned to Malou and took a seat on a couch placed next to a window. "That was more or less a success, I think," Veles declared. The mission report would certainly appear favorable. "Maybe we can build an outpost here or something one day." That would be a massive headache when one accounted for the hostile wildlife that would probably murder any other being they saw, but he liked to think about nice things every once in a while.

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It is why it's so common for apprentices to kill their masters... Malou was immediately transported back to the illusion where she had impaled her master. That was one thing, but she couldn't imagine ever wanting to kill him. Even in self-defense, she hadn't wanted it. She was consumed with worry about this for long enough to miss what Veles said after. It was only after he rose that she shook herself out of it to follow.

She was quiet on the way there, though she found the pilot's cries amusing enough to chuckle softly at once they finally made it back to the ship.

"An outpost?" It wouldn't be a terrible idea as long as she didn't have to oversee it. "As long as I don't have to set foot here again, sounds great." She hated swamps with a passion. The Serennian couldn't wait to get home to a nice shower. With that, Malou would ascend into the ship and make her way to her quarters to rid herself of her muddy, swamp-infested garments. If Veles wanted to talk for any reason, she'd come back out in a few minutes.

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The pilot did not even need to be told to prepare the ship to leave. He was already in the cockpit as Veles sank deeper down into the couch. "The Cave of Evil seems to still be active, so I personally would prefer to keep an eye on it," he explained. He doubted anyone else would bear the treacherous swamps willingly, but that was fine by him. Veles did not mind being alone on a secluded world surrounded by predators. That was what life had been like on Dathomir regardless.

"Thank you for the help, Malou," he added a bit later, breaking the silence just as she turned to leave and head to her quarters. "I truly appreciate it. And--I don't know what the illusions were like for you, but I know you did well." If she hadn't, she'd be dead. It was no small feat, and anyone who came out of the Cave of Evil's deception unscathed was worthy of the teachings it had imparted on them--though those dwelled within and would take much ruminating to lead to realizations.

Their ship lifted off the ground and Veles allowed himself to exhale in relief. A nagging thought at the back of his mind had suggested that maybe the repulsors were busted, or had been flooded, or something equally damaging and they'd be stuck in the swamps. Seeing the surface of the world slowly fade away as they entered realspace sent a surge of satisfaction through his body. He had not slept all night and had spent the past 24 hours charging around and fighting beasts, and the weariness caught up to the Sith Lord at last. As he listened to the hum of the ship as it charged up to enter hyperspace, he was slowly lulled to sleep, his eyes closing and his body slumping back in the couch. He'd earned it.

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