Jedi could make mistakes. The Force gave them extraordinary gift, but they remained ordinarily mortal. There was no secret to wisdom…no hidden path to knowledge. There was only the Force. The Jedi Council was supposed to be the best of them. Strong, confident, unflappable, wise. They were the leaders of the Jedi Order. Surely, they were not susceptible to mistakes of the mortal world?
Alex sat alone in the Council Chambers. High above the Temple on Yavin she contemplated her mistakes…her mortality…her morality. The seats around her were empty, as they were so often empty. There were only three of them and they rarely occupied the same room. There was too much to be done. She was tired and only growing more tired. She needed help but she was not sure she was looking in the right places. Her mind had been so focused on the Republic, New Alderaan, and Dr. Morata that she missed what was right under her nose. Alexandria Voran felt foolish.
She took a deep breath, straited in her seat, and closed off her mind. She was a calm pool in the midst of life within the Temple. She checked her datapad. Her message asking Sevrin to meet her had gone through a few hours ago. She never knew when the tall Jedi was in the temple, but she had heard he was recently returned. Alex was not one for long speech. Words were not what she planned to offer Sevrin today, but actions. He had thrown himself into harms way time and again. She tried to do the same…with varying results. The image of the Sith on Taris burned in her mind. Her own words grinding forth as blood spilled from her mouth. A street fighter. Could she still be the Light the Shadows needed to find their way back? She was uncertain. One thing stuck in her mind, she needed fighters.
@Sreeya