But, Oren did not mind it, being so far away from the rest of the Temple, from the Galaxy at large. The meeting with the Senate had not gone as he planned, the galaxy seemed skeptical of their ways, or so he felt. In truth, the failure on Ajan Kloss had weighed on his mind heavily, and it left him pondering the same questions he so often thought about.
Oren had not returned to the Jedi Temple, nor did he have any ambitions to do so, his time with the Jedi seemed done, though he was not sure if it was he or the order that had failed to live up to the dogma they so often sought to strive for. Perhaps, Oren had fallen for the same pitfalls that the Jedi Council of the Clone Wars had taken, becoming interested in the politics of the galaxy, and the status of the Order in the galaxy over what the teachings called for.
Was there a flaw in the Jedi Teachings, or the Jedi themselves? Oren was not so certain, but this was a chance to contemplate what it meant to him, to have these gifts, these burdens, and the pressure to hold himself to a standard that seemed to crumble within the Order and himself. It seemed the force was pulling him towards something, a different purpose than one he had once saw himself embarking upon -- perhaps it was for the better, this all had served a purpose. There was no doubt that serving on the Council had changed Oren, and the aging Jedi felt as if he had lost himself to the ideas and structure of the Jedi and not what had allowed him to prosper during his time as a Knight.
Oren contemplated these thoughts as he rested in his small encampment deep within the deadwoods of this unknown planet, a small fire crackling as the sound of silence filled the endless dark void around them. Beep..Dooth..dooo, Oren's old astromech cooed as his head swivilved to look towards his long time friend.
"The Force will guide us to where we need to be," he'd say as he rested his hand upon the droid's dome, "I have no worry about that."
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