Awww. You see, I'm the opposite. I'm extremely emotional when anything dies, but I've never been able to cry at anything like a book, or movie, or tv series, or RP.
I don't care about RL save for my family - but I've shed many tears for my characters. Vereshin is special because he's very personal, I put alot of my own issues into him which I write about to cope in a way.
That's good. Really. I have a character like that who I keep off site so she won't die in PvP, and she helps me deal with a few issues of my own. Also, before I forget, I love the detail you put into your writing. Like, when I read it the first time, my jaw legit dropped