Some rather bad news

[SophiaM]

Mastas here, Sophia's twin brother...

some rather bad news for you guys. about a month ago Sophia and I were in a car accident. i came out rather unscathed, although i was very drunk at the time, but Sophia was in hospital for quite some time. she suffered extensive internal injuries and was in a coma for a few days. she came out of the coma but she was still in critical condition. She lost the feeling in her legs and the doctors said that she would be paralised due to a spinal injury and would most likely be in a wheelchair for the rest of her life. You have probably already guessed that things got very much worse. Unfortunately she passed away a few days ago. She asked me to come on here, she supplied me with all her usernames and passwords, and let you all know that she really enjoyed her time with you guys.
She and I remember rping on the LA boards as Jedi Mastas and her as Raven Drath. Then we went over to Cyris' site and then to Jeztz's other site then over to here. Sophia did all the rping but we both contributed to the actual story of The Legacy of Lord Tempest. She loved you all and I really can't express how much she will miss you. She asked me to continue her Legacy and RP on her behalf. I would be most honoured to do such a thing. She told me so much about you all and I look forward to meeting you in the RP relm.

she told me to tell you this.....

"I love you all and wish you the best in your adventures. Oh, and There is always a bigger fish!"


EDIT: THIS IS NOT TRUE...READ THIS http://s144441336.websitehome.co.uk/forums...?showtopic=3352 (http://s144441336.websitehome.co.uk/forums/index.php?showtopic=3352)

[Brandon Rhea]

Oh my God.....I'm really shocked and, above all, sorry to hear that. My prayers are with you and your family. May the Ashla guide you in your journies and may the Force be with you...always.

[SophiaM]

i know. it was real bad for me for a while, but she is with me in spirit, kinda like Zex is at the Temple. She wants you all to know how much she loves you all

[Raze]

My god.... I, really do not know what to do or say.... This is rather shocking to me too... I can only hope for the best in the days which lay ahead...

[Adamis]

Holy Mary, Mother of Jesus. :11: :2: :17: :17: :17:

Sop, you will be missed, dearly. I hope she has found peace and my thoughts go out to you and your family Masta. I suppose this goes without saying but "May the Force be with you."

[SophiaM]

those were my last words to Soph.

[Lucien]

:S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[SophiaM]

she told me not to mourn her death, but to celebrate her becoming one with the Force. she was a big believer in the Force and so am i

[Lucien]

im shocked :S i dunno what to say =/

May she RIP :S

she will be missed :(

[MatronAdena]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Sophia @ Apr 11 2006, 10:09 PM) 50698</div>
Mastas here, Sophia's twin brother...

some rather bad news for you guys. about a month ago Sophia and I were in a car accident. i came out rather unscathed, although i was very drunk at the time, but Sophia was in hospital for quite some time. she suffered extensive internal injuries and was in a coma for a few days. she came out of the coma but she was still in critical condition. She lost the feeling in her legs and the doctors said that she would be paralised due to a spinal injury and would most likely be in a wheelchair for the rest of her life. You have probably already guessed that things got very much worse. Unfortunately she passed away a few days ago. She asked me to come on here, she supplied me with all her usernames and passwords, and let you all know that she really enjoyed her time with you guys.
She and I remember rping on the LA boards as Jedi Mastas and her as Raven Drath. Then we went over to Cyris' site and then to Jeztz's other site then over to here. Sophia did all the rping but we both contributed to the actual story of The Legacy of Lord Tempest. She loved you all and I really can't express how much she will miss you. She asked me to continue her Legacy and RP on her behalf. I would be most honoured to do such a thing. She told me so much about you all and I look forward to meeting you in the RP relm.

she told me to tell you this.....

"I love you all and wish you the best in your adventures. Oh, and There is always a bigger fish!"
[/b]


Well, I had alittle knowledge on this, however, you already knew that... Tell her I love her, and will make sure that I keep you in line

[Lillianne Crasse]

Soph was a dear friend that I had known for only a short time. I wish I had known her better and remember the convos we had on msn late at night well. My prayers and thoughts go out to you and your family in your loss. She will be greatly missed. If you need anything or if there's anything I can do from across the sea, let me know.

[Yorick]

This is terrible...I did not know her very well, but she was a hell of an RPer and a great person as far as I could tell.
You have my sympathy, and my love.

And, May the Force be with you...

[SophiaM]

Thank you all. Kell, Dena, you both meaned so much to her and you still do

[MatronAdena]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Mastas @ Apr 11 2006, 11:01 PM) 50720</div>
Thank you all. Kell, Dena, you both meaned so much to her and you still do
[/b]

I still have a few things of hers so I'd hope so :5:

[SophiaM]

ah yes, that certain pink item i heard so much about :33:

[Brandon Rhea]

Something tells me I don't want to know.....

[SophiaM]

thong and shower involved

[Brandon Rhea]

Well, the first part I assumed.

[Lillianne Crasse]

LOL...I remember hearing about that. Oh the times we all had together on the site. Never got to meet her in person, but I have a feeling she and I would have been two peas in the pod...lol

[SophiaM]

from what i heard, yes you would have

[MatronAdena]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Mastas @ Apr 11 2006, 11:27 PM) 50744</div>
from what i heard, yes you would have
[/b]

Soph and I would have convinced Kell to share said pod as well

[Lillianne Crasse]

ROFL...D, dear, I do believe you would have tried to convince me of even more too.

[Adamis]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Amara @ Apr 12 2006, 11:29 AM) 50746</div>
Soph and I would have convinced Kell to share said pod as well
[/b]
I'm not even going to go there. :16: :33: :16:

[SophiaM]

i am looking forward to getting to know you's

[Captain Kara]

Soph is going to be dearly missed by this Star Wars Rp site.

Death becks
and whispers slyly
In our ears
“Come
“Lie down
“And softly
“Sleep.”

So easy now this slumber
Deep
So quiet now the
Pressures of
A life.

“Come Sleep”
Says death
“And give up strife and striving
“And lie down.

“Then nevermore
“The tiredness to weep
“Not once again.”

Ah death what treachery
thou hast

To lie so softly to
Our weariness.
For hell itself is gained
By giving up.

Each backward step
But takes us nearer to
A brink
Of Fierce Endure
And each back pace
we make
Is but a stride we’ll
have to take
’Gainst the tide again.

How glib
How easy now to purr
“Death is but sleep
“Lie down and rise no more.”

For death and sleep alike
But slide us down a grade
That we
Must climb if we
Would then be free.
What humor it must be
to Death
When we
find out we have
but lost
Another mile
We must
Make back
And when we find
From off the bier
the weariness of
a life

Unrecompensed
With friends or what
We learned the last.

Death
Solves nothing
But our joy.

“Give up!”
Thus speak the traitors of
Our lives.
“Grow tired, old and
“Die!

“And be no menace to us
“Now whose life
“You threaten with
“Your breath.”

A placid far
And unreached day
’Twould be when I
laid back and let
The song of death
Bequeath me tortured
Miles I must face up again.

I live.
And Death?
Then Let Death die!

[Adamis]

Hey Adena, wasn't one of Sop's characters in your movie? Maybe you could do one of those "In memory of..." things at the end or start or something.

[SophiaM]

Sophia Muad'Dib is in Adena's movie, yes i remember that. she would have liked what you suggest Adamis

[MatronAdena]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Mastas @ Apr 11 2006, 11:41 PM) 50758</div>
Sophia Muad'Dib is in Adena's movie, yes i remember that. she would have liked what you suggest Adamis
[/b]

Indeed, not only a great friend, a lover, and a hell of a writer..she should expect nothing less

[SophiaM]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Celestia @ Apr 12 2006, 12:35 AM) 50753</div>
Soph is going to be dearly missed by this Star Wars Rp site.

Death becks
and whispers slyly
In our ears
“Come
“Lie down
“And softly
“Sleep.”

So easy now this slumber
Deep
So quiet now the
Pressures of
A life.

“Come Sleep”
Says death
“And give up strife and striving
“And lie down.

“Then nevermore
“The tiredness to weep
“Not once again.”

Ah death what treachery
thou hast

To lie so softly to
Our weariness.
For hell itself is gained
By giving up.

Each backward step
But takes us nearer to
A brink
Of Fierce Endure
And each back pace
we make
Is but a stride we’ll
have to take
’Gainst the tide again.

How glib
How easy now to purr
“Death is but sleep
“Lie down and rise no more.”

For death and sleep alike
But slide us down a grade
That we
Must climb if we
Would then be free.
What humor it must be
to Death
When we
find out we have
but lost
Another mile
We must
Make back
And when we find
From off the bier
the weariness of
a life

Unrecompensed
With friends or what
We learned the last.

Death
Solves nothing
But our joy.

“Give up!”
Thus speak the traitors of
Our lives.
“Grow tired, old and
“Die!

“And be no menace to us
“Now whose life
“You threaten with
“Your breath.”

A placid far
And unreached day
’Twould be when I
laid back and let
The song of death
Bequeath me tortured
Miles I must face up again.

I live.
And Death?
Then Let Death die!
[/b]

thank you so much

[Epic]

23:1The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
23:2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
23:3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
23:4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
23:5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
23:6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.


3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

[SophiaM]

thank you all so much. i have to log out now and i'm not sure when i will be back on. may be later tonite, may be in a week. once again, thank you all for your prayers.
"MTFBWY"

[Jace Arcage]

I didn't know Sophia much, but I thought she was a great person. I'll miss her. As many have said, The Force will be with you, always.

[MatronAdena]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Jace Arcage @ Apr 11 2006, 11:50 PM) 50767</div>
I didn't know Sophia much, but I thought she was a great person. I'll miss her. As many have said, The Force will be with you, always.
[/b]

Indeed, she was a lover, as well as a close friend...I must go think now...alot on my heart

[Fredrick]

Dear god... I can't find the right words in my head to realy describe how much it pains me to hear something such as this. Although we didn't talk or knew each other much, beleive me that she will always have her place in my heart and my memories.

I don't know how much my words can mean since they have been told to you many times now, but May the force be with both of you, always...

[Astra de Aurora]

Oh my God... I can't believe this... I have never really known her, but I have seen her on the boards and... Oh my God... :17:

[SophiaM]

well i'm back on. thank you all so much for your words

[jediduncan]

I didn't know Sophia the best either, and me and her even had a few rough spots. But never in my life would I have been ready or expecting something like this. I don't think any of us could be.. the loss of someone so great, so important to all of us is truly a sad, sad occasion that will be mourned. Rest in peace, Sophia; your memory shall not be forgotten by anyone here at the site, that is assured.

[Tdizme]

I must say that I have never directly known Sophia but I send my condolences to you and your family. And wish to let you know she is in my prayers.

[Josh902]

Im lost for words on this Soph was a good friend to me and a very caring person, lol she was the first person ever to see one of my chars naked in the shower and now it seems to be a running gag when i rp somtimes, ill miss her alot my paryers will be with you.

[Enishi]

Right now I'm having a nervous break-down, seriously. More things to influence my Atheisim.

Well, I never met Soph in person, but we have RPed together and that is enough for me to hold dear. I'm glad for one thing though. After annoying her a little, I made a Forum wide apology in which she forgave me and that is alot for me. For her, I dedicate a personal poem.



We are toys that have our own fate. We guide our knowledges and impatiences to what we can and try to make it somthing we can discuss. But are we controlled? Do we have a director in this movie of life? Is our script long lasting to decades and decades? Or are they as short as a few minutes? Our fate is always decided, but by not what we or others think it is. It is controlled by somthing that is so unknown, so illustrious, alot and yet so few know what it is. It gives others the power to see our futures and others with stronger senses.

This power is somthing that was created by one person who wanted to be somthing else. This man wasn't a prophet nor the son of god. This person created somthing that people have become fond of, this thing he created was somthing that he thought would just be interesting and not a world-wide phenomenom. However everywhere, even in places far from where we live, has it become strong and loved. It is in the hearts of many... may it be in yours too...

[SophiaM]

again, i can't express my thanks enough for you all...

[Epic]

I remember RPing with her on the original Site...Damn, this sucks. This is one thing for her with my Bible Verses that I've already Posted:

<div align="center">We roll tonight to the guitar bite

Stand up and be counted for what you are about to receive
We are the dealers
We'll give you everything you need
Hail hail to the good times
Cos rock has got the right of way
We ain't no legends ain't no cause
We're just livin' for today
For those about to rock, we salute you
For those about to rock, we salute you

We rock at dawn on the front line
Like a bolt right outta the blue
The skies alight with a guitar bite
Heads will roll and rock tonight
For those about to rock, we salute you
For those about to rock, we salute you
For those about to rock, we salute you, yes we do
For those about to rock, we salute you
Salute

We're just a battery for hire with the guitar fire
Ready and aimed at you
Pick up your balls and load up your cannon
For a twenty one gun salute
For those about to rock
Fire
We salute you
For those about to rock
We salute you
For those about to rock
Fire
We salute you
Fire
We salute you

We salute you, c'mon
For those about to rock, we salute you
For those about to rock, we salute you
For those about to rock, we salute you
For those about to rock, we salute you
Shoot, shoot
Shoot, shoot
For those who give
For those who take
Those left high
And those on the make
We salute you
We salute you
We salute you

Fire
</div>

[Scar]

My God, Even though I didn't know sophia, I still feel sorry for her and her family, May the force be with you and your family.

[Matt]

I knew soph quite well...and she was such a great person..couldn't hope to meet a nicer person..she will be in my thoughts for a long time.

[Keanu]

I accualy let out a tear when I read that the 2nd time (didnt fully understand it the first time I have read it)
I didn't really know her I know she was one of the best roleplayers and writers.

Sophia will always be remembered.

[RymanX123]

well, i only knew soph online from both this site and from the roosterteeth site, but we had many good chats on msn, so i'd like to think that i knew her as well as i could have being the miles between us. she put together both the profile pictures and my sig here as a favor to me. she had a wonderful talent with making and altering pictures with photoshop and such. regardless, she will be greatly missed by many, i am certain, and i will definitely be a part of that group. sleep well, soph, for the journey is just beginning...

[MatronAdena]

Her and I were, I suppose you could say closer than most. When I visited her we had a long debate over several philosophies while dining, and followed that with a long walk to no place in particular ending up at a small pub, lead to a few drinks and breaking hearts...of course when the boys are begging for your attention and the girls turn to eachother for deep kisses, they tend to get rather deflated. then indeed there was the returning to my chambers and the story around that.... Indeed I love her, and much more than a simple friend

But the waters flow as they always have, and once more the great wheel turns

[Raze]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Amara @ Apr 12 2006, 12:35 PM) 50863</div>
Her and I were, I suppose you could say closer than most. When I visited her we had a long debate over several philosophies while dining, and followed that with a long walk to no place in particular ending up at a small pub, lead to a few drinks and breaking hearts...of course when the boys are begging for your attention and the girls turn to eachother for deep kisses, they tend to get rather deflated. then indeed there was the returning to my chambers and the story around that.... Indeed I love her, and much more than a simple friend

But the waters flow as they always have, and once more the great wheel turns
[/b]
Whoa there... Am I missing something?!

[MatronAdena]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Raze @ Apr 12 2006, 04:40 PM) 50864</div>
Whoa there... Am I missing something?!
[/b]

not really, we were very close friends and occasional lovers

[Raze]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Amara @ Apr 12 2006, 12:52 PM) 50878</div>
not really, we were very close friends and occasional lovers
[/b]
Excuse my lack of elaboration... I mean between you and shara... Or are you a swinger?... *sigh*... im so confused.

[MatronAdena]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Raze @ Apr 12 2006, 04:56 PM) 50882</div>
Excuse my lack of elaboration... I mean between you and shara... Or are you a swinger?... *sigh*... im so confused.
[/b]

no, don't get me wrong... Shara is my heartsong, (who I've not been able to get ahold of for a month so you can imagine the stress there) but before her, Soph and I...yeah, I'll leave it there

[Raze]

...Oh, I think I understand adena... I'm sorry... :2:

[MatronAdena]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Raze @ Apr 12 2006, 05:03 PM) 50891</div>
...Oh, I think I understand adena... I'm sorry... :2:
[/b]


It's alright, her and I had a understanding of things,, and you know how my own mind works, I see a much much larger picture

[.:.::MEGA::.:.]

Good Lord, thats terrible...i wish you and your family the best through this time

i mean i never knew Sophia that well, but i knew she done alot for this site and is a legend at RPing...but she will be remembered by all, including myself...and as you said...may the force be with her...all salute Soph
*guns fire in the background*

and i wonder where i can find this big fish? :33:

[Enishi]

I really hope that Soph's last moments were worth while. But to have slipped the surely bonds of earth from a life that will be missed is indeed hard. We must all keep our chins held high and our pride held strong. She watches us from the force and may she be in an eternal peace...

[SIN]

I find it hard to believe that someone's diying word would be to ask their brother to roleplay on a star wars forum...

But anyway...

[RymanX123]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Darth Mortis @ Apr 12 2006, 02:58 PM) 50975</div>
I find it hard to believe that someone's diying word would be to ask their brother to roleplay on a star wars forum...

But anyway...
[/b]

wow, that was a heartfelt and empathetic response to the topic at hand...

[Matt]

Sin..really not the time for that kind of statement dude....


Lets just get back to the topic at hand ladies and gentlemen.

[limdul]

I am at a (rare for me) loss for words. I am so sorry to hear that. She was a good friend in the short time I knew her. I will really miss her. My prayers are with you and your family. :2:

[SophiaM]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Ryan @ Apr 12 2006, 10:03 PM) 50978</div>
wow, that was a heartfelt and empathetic response to the topic at hand...
[/b]

i can see the sarcasm roling off those words. no wonder she liked you so much

[MatronAdena]

<div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Darth Mortis @ Apr 12 2006, 08:58 PM) 50975</div>
I find it hard to believe that someone's diying word would be to ask their brother to roleplay on a star wars forum...

But anyway...
[/b]

LOL, no sin, she has been saying that for a while now actually, sence she was hurt she as asking me to check up on people, and to ....redirect any questions should they have come up..she has a arrogance about being " the weak woman" and did not want to make people worry about her, or seem weak..it was as she got worse that she allowed her bro to let things out, I did not because I was asked not to at first, and figured it was in his best intrest to inform everyone,,family honour and all... she asked him to let everyone know how she was doing initally, sence there are alot of people here she has become close to,,,it was the unforseen that altered things, so no, not in truth her actual last request, but it was a request made in concern for her friends before her time that initially started this...it was the three of us talking, then soph and I reliving old stories and the who HK-AJ event and the fun we had here over the last year that led her brother to sorta...carry on the torch.. if that made sence

[SophiaM]

Sophia was in hospital for two weeks before she lost her grip on this plane. she had plenty of time to get her affairs in order. she knew what was going to happen to her in a way but didn't want to tell us that she knew. but i susspected because she was telling me certain things and what to do.

[JamieLM™]

Oh my god, I think I live in the same town as she did :(.

Your family and soph is in my prayers and thoughts.

God bless.

[SophiaM]

are you the 'darlofan'?

[JamieLM™]

Yes

[Raider]

I really don't know what say...but may the Lord bless her soul and guide her through the gates of Heavan.

[Cyril Khan]

As I read that I felt no sadness; as I never knew her, partly because she never gave me a chance. But that means nothing; Sadness is something I rarely feel; I didn't feel it when my own grandmother died.

"The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious unto you."

Though I have a feeling that means little at this point.

[Nalana]

Wow! I don't really know what to say to that... I'm shocked. I didn't really talk to Sophia too much, but I could tell she was very nice. It must be hard to loose someone so close to you... I know everyone will miss her greatly. My prayers are with you and your family.

[jedigirl444]

I didn't know her as well as some of the others did... but my prayers are with you and your family in this hard time. I know it has been said plenty of times...May The Force Be With All Of You

[Enishi]

Let's all have a moment of silence and turn on the song:
Black Hawk Down- Lisa Gerrad & Deniz Prigent - Gortoz A Ran - J'attends

[Revan]

I never had the pleasure, or the privilege, of meeting her. But all the same, I hope she rests in peace. May the force be with her; and also with you.

[Brandon Rhea]

Although I'm sure Mastas is greatful for your kind words, there really was no reason to bump a thread this old.

[Revan]

*hits head with hand*

Oops. I wasn't paying attention to the time of the previous post. I apologize.

[Keanu]

Should be locked and maybe the first post edited to put an explanation of the situation or atleast say it was fake.

(I myself really had a feeling something was wrong but doesnt matter)

Now Im not an admin but the respect I have from some people should work here.

NO-ONE CONTINUE THE DISCUSSION HERE.

If you do you have proven yourself that you arent mature and that you need to have the right point.

[Matt]

Indeed...locked.